Sunday, 17 April 2016

The problem now is me. I did found my way out of the conflicts and everyone doing great job as a friend but I can't stand being alone. The loneliness really kills me. Terbiasa sangat ada org untuk berbual, ajak keluar and all. To restrict myself now, it's even harder and annoyying :(

Well this indicates me that I don't have many friend, dush. Takpelah, willpower kena kuat.

Thursday, 14 April 2016

So I'm being quit peculiar about my traffic and yeah, there is no you waiting here anymore. Not even here. I dont wanna mention how unprofessional you're. You might never know as you will never read. But I'm giving you what you want and what you need. See, the breakdown of our irrational 'tolerated' love consequences.

Wednesday, 13 April 2016

Bersama angin ia pergi
Satu per satu kenangan
Seperti daun luruh
Seperti tak pernah bererti

Tuesday, 12 April 2016

Api Mati

Daun rapuh kuning keemasan
Jatuh

Terbang


Jauh


Pengertian yang tiada rasa
Analogi melawan suasana


Langit jingga
Terang tapi silau
Kau ada tapi aku tak rasa
Kau pergi aku tak berdaya

Seperti manusia yang hilang diri sendiri
Kesinisan sadis
Sifat api yang julang entah dari mana
Itulah aku pada saat ini

Biar
Biar aku hilang segala
Biar aku lepas semua

Terima kasih awan tenang
Aku nampak sang petir garang
Terima kasih kerana mengubah aku
Aku suka aku yang begini

Perangai huduh seperti syaitan.

Semua yang ada
Aku mohon kamu pergi
Biar aku hidup sendiri
Biar aku kekal begini

Biar sifat aku kekal menyakiti
Sampai mati