Friday, 2 November 2012

Hey my Ustaz.

Assalamualaikum. Lamanya blog ni kematian. Haha
Hoping everyone were in a good condition live a well life.

Got a new story. At last, I found someone. Ohyeah, totally someone. A person who ready to guide me and love me more than as a friend. He's an ustaz. Haha, cerita nak gempak je lah pungg. He's the kind of person who will always lectures me e-v-e-r-y-t-i-m-e I make a mistake. 

When I remember the past 6 month, I will always waiting for a beautiful Wednesday. With all the homework I need to do that night, I'm still come to your madrasah so that I'll able to see you. We so far but then so close. When your eyes meet mine. Both of us pretending not to see. I'm bored there till I can die and its almost 1.30 a.m everytime I walk out from your madrasah. The only thing that I can do is watching you and record you beautiful voice reading the Quran verses.

I thought that I'm invisible to you, you'll never see me. Being your crush is a great feeling. You came to my home one night, fuckingly I'm sleeping. Arghh, *hentak kaki gajah*. For all the time in my life, I wishing that at least you know my existence. Sebab hujan ribut petir aku tetap datang madrasah for zikir every week tahu takk!

One day, I don't expect you would text me. HAHAHA. I'm so glad so glad. Just no wonder your sister acting weird to me. Well, ku sangkakan panas hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengahari. He told me that he feel unpleased with my reflection. Who cares lalala~

Thanks for acknowledge me as someone important in your life. I am so happy even though you always busy and can't make time for me. Yelah, aku pon faham. Kau kena panggil sini, kena panggil sana. I'm proud of you lah awak. Thanks for ajar saya mengaji balik. Thanks for everything. Thanks for a weird awkward relationship puahaha and stand as a friend. 

I like everything about you but I will never able to tell you. I hope Allah S.WT will preserve our friend-relation. Again, friend-relation. Haha. I'm totally not beautiful, i'm not a good person. Paling mudah saya bukan ustazah. I'm a school student. I can't wait to grow up haha.

Assalamualaikum and byebyee.

With love,
Rara

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